Kody Brown is grappling with the fallout from his split with Meri Brown, hoping their relationship will not completely dissolve.

In a previous update, Meri’s efforts to finalize their divorce were being resisted. She is pushing for a church-sanctioned “release,” but Kody is not making it easy. Their spiritual bond had been fraying for years, and Meri’s move toward closure has reignited old tensions.

Kody Brown’s plea to remain on good terms reflects his struggle to balance the end of his marriage.

On the September 29 episode of TLC’s Sister Wives, Kody deeply reflected after he and his last remaining wife, Robyn, had an “awkward” reunion with his former wives at a family wedding.

The uncomfortable encounter led the 55-year-old to turn his thoughts toward his first wife, Meri. Kody acknowledged the finality of their relationship, openly stating that he and Meri had “officially broken up” after more than 30 years together.

To avoid further animosity, Kody expressed his hope for a peaceful future between them. “I’m trying to be in this place with Meri where it’s like, ‘Hey, can we just be friends and move on?'” he shared, signaling his desire for closure after years of tension.

According to PEOPLE, Kody admitted that his reluctance to let go contributed to the strain. He explained in his confessional:

“If I were single and Meri was single, would I date her? No. She’s upset I dragged this out so long, and I don’t blame her. I’ve already gone through breakups with Christine and Janelle, and I don’t want Meri to follow the same path. I can’t afford another enemy right now.”

The father-of-eighteen also specifically reflected on how things could have been different with Christine.

It is worth remembering that Christine, his third spiritual wife, was the first to leave, and Kody now believes that if their breakup had been more amicable, the family’s aftermath might not have been so chaotic.

During the episode, the reality TV star recalled the early signs of their split, admitting he did not take Christine seriously at first. “I’m looking back now and feeling how stupid that was of me,” he admitted.

Kody also shared that, in hindsight, he wishes they had parted on better terms. In his own words, “I think that if we would have just broken up as friends, it would have been better for the whole family. Like, make it so we can get back together another time instead of polarizing everybody.”

While Kody hopes to be friends, Meri is determined to finalize their separation and move on with her life. However, the mother-of-one’s path to closure is proving to be more challenging than expected.

In the September 22 episode of “Sister Wives,” she voiced her frustration with Kody’s refusal to talk about their split. As reported by The Blast, Meri revealed that the family’s patriarch did not “want to acknowledge the authority of the church leaders,” further complicating the process.

The couple was married within the Apostolic United Brethren, and Meri insists that officially ending their “covenant” is crucial since reconciliation is no longer an option.

Despite his hesitation, Meri declared, “I’m moving forward with this,” determined to close this chapter once and for all.

Although Kody recently desired friendship with Meri, he had previously expressed little hope for that outcome. At the time, he noted with resignation, “We’re not going to reconcile no matter what.”

This confession came as he discussed Meri’s decision to pursue a formal separation within their faith. In their religious community, this process is known as a “release,” but for Kody, the relationship had already reached the point of no return.

The star also made it clear that his disillusionment extended beyond their marriage, aiming at the church’s involvement in their personal lives. “I don’t want to be accountable to this church and all their BS,” he bluntly stated.

Meri did not just suddenly decide to get divorced. Her reason was revealed last year when she shared one of her most humiliating experiences—the symbolic melting of her wedding ring.

For Meri, Kody’s choice to melt down the ring represented far more than the loss of a piece of jewelry; it felt like the disintegration of their entire relationship. Emphasizing the pain he inflicted, Meri shared:

“Who’s to say that he didn’t just melt down our whole relationship in that moment? Symbolically, that’s what he did to me.”

As Kody Brown and Meri Brown navigate the complexities of their separation, it is clear that both are at a crossroads in their lives, each seeking a different kind of closure.